Thursday, November 17, 2022

So Painfully Fraudulent

Thursday, November 17, 2022

Desire is there much of the time.  Not always, but much of the time.  But the execution is pathetic.  So very bad.  So ... fraudulent.  If I can just string together a few good days in a row I think momentum will take over, but getting to even two is such a struggle.  Sad.

Try again.  And then just effing do it.

Breakfast:  Coffee

Yup.

Lunch:  Soup and grilled cheese


Standard.  You can definitely note the reduced liquid in this batch of soup.

Dinner:  Sausage and peppers (and onion), pasta sauce, parmesan.  12 oz All Day IPA, mixed nuts, SF choc fudge pudding w unsweet coconut


Wasn't sure if the sausage and peppers was going to be as good.  It was quite satisfactory.  Didn't really miss the pasta.  Only nit is that I was still wanting to eat, even though I knew I'd be sated if I just let it sit for a few minutes.  Which is what is happening due to lack of snacky food but jfc, if I had a bag of chips they'd be gone in a flash.  Not due to hunger, due to WANTING TO EAT.  What a dumbass.

Exercise:  Nope.  Wintry.   Tired.  LAZY AS FCK.

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