I Guess It Has To Be Today

Wednesday, August 15, 2018

I have been wondering of late whether I'm in the end stages.  I don't know that I've ever really felt that way before, outside of having a blood clot.  I've just been moving slower and slower, tired all the time, fat and in pain.  Dramatic worsening of the plantar fascitiis has not helped.  At least I have had some relief from that the past two weeks due to acquisition of some compression foot sleeves.  I checked my weight this morning and I don't think I can trust my scale, while the number is high it was actually five pounds lower than the last time I weighed a couple weeks ago.

So anyway, I'm at a point where I have to do something.  While I dread going to work and there isn't a lot of joy right now I'm not ready to give up.  There are still things I want to do.  So here we go again.

Breakfast:  4 strips CF beef bacon, coffee

Very late breakfast as I'm taking a few hours off this morning.  This is a bit less than half of a one pound package and it's black pepper/garlic instead of the hot and spicy variety I like so much.

Lunch:  ~ 2 oz CF cajun beef jerky

Ate earlier than anticipated but wasn't hungry all afternoon which is good.

Dinner:  Wendy's double with cheese, no ketchup.  Didn't eat the bun, also didn't eat most of the toppings.

That's how it goes, eating around the bun means you don't eat much except the meat and cheese.

I did manage to make it to the store and buy a few things, so I'll be able to do a little cooking soon.

Exercise:  Not today.

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