Sunday, February 3, 2013

Impaired Insight

Sunday, February 3, 2013

The roller coaster churns on.  Low this morning, very low.  I'm still having difficulty finding a happy place.  I'm not constantly down but am getting some waves of sadness.  I really do think that I'm spending too much time alone with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company.

I tried to buy a TV yesterday but couldn't make myself pull the trigger.  I might try again today, though I do need to put in several hours at work and will watch the Super Bowl this evening.

Breakfast:  Omelet with ham, bacon, sausage, mushrooms, onion, tomato and sour cream; diced redskin potatoes, sourdough toast, coffee

LOL, nice picture, dummy, at least you remembered to take one.
Out for a late breakfast.  Delicious and a ton of food.

Lunch:  Double cheeseburger, fries

Snack:  Chips and onion dip

Dinner:  2 bowls chili, a few chips and salsa, celery with ranch, green olives

LOL Super Bowl Sunday eating.

Exercise:  I went out something like 3 hours later than usual this morning and as a result had more choices of where to go.  I spontaneously chose a loop through a local park which was incredibly beautiful (it was snowing and everything was covered with white, fluffy snow).  I wish I'd had my camera.  It was a bit shorter - the pedometer said 2.33 miles in 44 minutes.  I'll probably try and chase around doing some stuff if I can manage to avoid spending the whole day at work.

I'm a little worried about tomorrow's scheduled jog.

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