Saturday, June 30, 2012

End Incoming

Saturday, June 30, 2012
Day 180

This month has really flown by.  I need to remember to weigh in tomorrow.  I think it's going to be an "OK" month, but I'm not going to meet my goal due to excessive slacking and excessive pizza, beer & munchies.

Breakfast:  ~ 3 oz CF ham

Lunch:  2 eggs scrambled with 1.5 oz mild cheddar, pat of butter

Dinner:  Homemade pizza:  Cracker crust (1 C self rising flour, 1 T olive oil, water)  pizza sauce; parmesan cheese, mozz & provolone blend, 1 oz Armour pepperoni, pan greased with a bit of CF rendered lard;  12 oz Shiner Black

Pizza was fantastic, and by my estimate only a shade more than half the calories and carbs of a Little Caesar's Hot & Ready.  This will likely be a staple of my weekends during football season, especially if I continue to perfect the crust - next time I'm going to try it with a bit of seasoning and some parmesan right in the crust.  That is if I tolerate this quantity of wheat and continue to lose weight.  Because of the light breakfast and lunch my best guess (via myfitnesspal) is that I was only at about 2,000 calories today which should be well below my basal metabolic rate.  The scale will tell.

Exercise:  18 holes with cart.  Did a bunch of other stuff, yard work, grocery shopping, etc. too

Avoiding Heat

Friday, June 29, 2012
Day 179

It's been hot as **** everywhere, but it hasn't been too bad here.  The natural air conditioning has kept the temps to 90 or below and most days have had a nice breeze.

Breakfast:  ~ 3 oz Creswick Farms sliced ham, 1.5 oz mild cheddar cheese

I was out of salami, so I opened a package of ham I got from the farm.  This is good stuff.  It has a slightly different (but familiar) taste than the deli stuff.  I could do without sugar and maple syrup being on the ingredient list, but I doubt there's all that much.

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, avacado and cream cheese; sausage; coffee

Dinner:  1/2 medium deluxe pizza, salad with italian, ~ 20 oz Miller Lite

Going out for pizza on Friday is a hard habit to break during the summer.

Exercise:  9 holes with cart, some extra walking.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Easy Rebound

Thursday, June 28, 2012
Day 178

Solid comeback today.  Felt pretty good although I flagged late this evening.  Really, I think it was more humidity than anything else - even though I definitely am handling heat and humidity better than last year I still don't like it very much.  It's just draining.

Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz mild cheddar cheese

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado; sausage; coffee

Dinner:  ~ 2.5 oz Creswick Farms beef jerky

After golf:  12 oz Shiner Ruby Redbird

Didn't eat much this evening and I'm a little hungry (pre-beer) but not enough to worry about it.

Exercise:  9 holes + with cart, no extra walking.  I also wrangled with the sprinkler for half an hour or so out in the yard.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Cracked

Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Day 177

Yep, I cracked.  I was rolling along just great again today, then I got back to the office very late in the day, realized that I had hours of work left to do and gave in to the pizza temptation.  Definitely my kryptonite, not that I'm any kind of superman (lol).  I definitely overate, too -- there is just no stopping when there is a pizza in front of me.  Sigh.

On the positive side, I was productive at the office and it stays light late so I went out about 8:30 and zipped around 9 holes (+1.5) with a cart.  I was moving briskly and other than still being a little over-full I felt good.

Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz mild cheddar

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado;  sausage;  coffee

Dinner:  Little Caesars pepperoni pizza

Exercise:  10.5 holes with cart, brisk pace.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Sinused

Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Day 176

Happy about yesterday, and after I, uh, got a bunch of stuff out of my system there was a nice reward waiting on the scale this morning.  Amazing what a boost a little exercise gives.  I'll get in 9 with a cart tonight because it's league night, but that may be it until Friday - it's supposed to be hot hot hot the next few days after today.  I do not enjoy exercising when it's hot and especially when the humidity is up.

On an unrelated note, my sinuses are bothering me.  I appear to be deathly allergic to something.  No fun.

Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz mild cheddar cheese

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, avacado & cream cheese; sausage; coffee

Snack:  1.5 oz Creswick Farms beef jerky, 2 x 12 oz Miller Lite

Dinner:  ~ 6 oz sirloin, 1/2 green pepper, 5 big mushrooms, ~ 10 cherry tomatoes, 12 oz Shiner Ruby Redbird

Exercise:  9 holes with cart, a little extra walking.  I also went to Wal Mart twice (bleh).

Back-to-back good days!  I'm feeling positive.  I am planning on having pizza this weekend, but there is a good chance that it will be homemade and less, um, calorific.  I found a cracker crust recipe I want to try and if I make a half recipe it should make a nice personal sized pie for just over a reasonable carb count.

I took pictures of my shish kebabs yesterday but they vanished.  Stupid phone.  Didn't bother tonight, too hungry.

Monday, June 25, 2012

Calendar Time, Buddy

Monday, June 25, 2012
Day 175

I have a refreshed attitude this morning so let's see if I can right the ship.  It's been a month of poor food decisions now and I am so fortunate that there hasn't been any damage done, scale-wise.  I guess you could also look at that to mean that I'm still tremendously fat since I've been eating at least 4000 calories a day of the wrong stuff, but I'm thinking positive.

Anyway, I was thinking over the weekend that Christmas is in six months.  A major, major goal for myself is just over 80 pounds away.  With some determination, focus and effort I think I can hit that goal by Christmas and that would be one heck of a present to myself.  Maybe it's just silly, but it's something I can easily remember.  Under XXX lbs by Xmas.  Go.

Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz mild cheddar cheese

Lunch:  2 eggs scrambled with 1 mini tub cream cheese, 5 slices canadian bacon

Dinner:  ~ 6 oz sirloin, mushrooms, 1/2 green pepper, ~ 10 cherry tomatoes, 2 slices Applegate Farms Sunday Bacon all grilled shish kebab style;  12 oz Shiner Ruby Redbird

Exercise:  9 holes walking.  I moved around at a good clip, just under 1.5 hours.  Improving!

I picked up some eggs at the farm on Friday, for "large" eggs they were huge so I only ate two.  The canadian bacon is also from the farm and it's good if kinda different.

I plugged today into myfitnesspal (trying it for the first time) and it says I ate about 1600 calories and burned 1163 with the walking, so a lovely deficit.

A good day.

Sometimes A Bad Idea Is Just A Bad Idea

Sunday, June 17, 2012 to Sunday, June 24, 2012
Days 167-174

In a cost cutting move, I decided to cancel my home internet service last week.  It's been rough, I'm used to having it.  I think I'm going to have to reverse that decision and make cuts elsewhere instead.

Otherwise, I hope I can reconstruct this adequately.  It hasn't been a good week, but it's about to get back on track, more on that in the next post.

Sunday, June 17
Breakfast:  2 tortillas with eggs, chorizo, jalapenos, onion and sour cream
Lunch:  Little Caesars pepperoni pizza
Dinner:  Ham and cheese sandwich, carrots and celery, small serving of potato salad
Exercise:  18 holes with cart

Monday, June 18
Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz cheddar cheese
Lunch:  McDonald's daily double and double cheeseburger
Dinner:  Don't remember, it was almost certainly pizza though
Exercise:  None


Tuesday, June 19
Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz cheddar cheese
Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado; sausage; coffee
Snack:  2 oz spicy peanuts
Dinner:  3 grilled Oberon brats with mustard, 2 x 12 oz Miller Lite, 12 oz Shiner Kosmos beer
Exercise:  9 holes with cart



Wednesday, June 20
Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz cheddar cheese
Lunch:  2 eggs scrambled with cream cheese, canadian bacon
Dinner:  Jet's small deep dish super special pizza
Exercise:  None



Thursday, June 21
Breakfast:  1 oz hard salami, 1.5 oz cheddar cheese
Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado; sausage; coffee
Dinner:  Little Caesars pepperoni pizza
Exercise:  None



Friday, June 22
Breakfast:  McDonald's egg McMuffin, coffee
Lunch:  Italian hoagie
Dinner:  Deluxe pizza, salad with zesty italian, ~ 16 oz Miller Lite
Exercise:  9 holes with cart, some extra walking



Saturday, June 23
Breakfast:  None
Lunch:  Taco salad, spicy pork, 1 x 12 oz Miller Lite
Dinner:  Large pizza, half pepperoni half meatball
Snack:  A bag of pretzel chips
Exercise:  18 holes with cart, working around the house



Sunday, June 24
Breakfast:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado; sausage; coffee
Lunch:  None
Dinner:  3 Johnsonville beef brats with bun and mustard, a few Ruffles chips (~ 7 or 8), salad with ranch
Also:  McDonald's double cheeseburger and Daily double, 1 x 12 oz Miller Lite
Exercise:  18 holes with cart, decent amount of extra walking


Other:  I think somewhere in there I also had snacks of a bag of vinegar and salt potato chips and a couple of ounces of spicy peanuts.

Doing this daily is so much easier.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Encapsulating the FAIL

Tuesday, June 12 - Saturday, June 16, 2012
Days 162-166

Too much FAIL.  Fail in posting.  Fail in eating.  Fail in exercising.  Let's at least get caught up.

Tuesday:
Breakfast:  ~ 1 oz hard salami, ~ 1.5 oz jalapeno white cheddar cheese
Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese and avacado; sausage; coffee
Snack:  ~ 2 oz beef jerky
Dinner:  Taco bar - 4 tacos with lots of toppings, 3 x 12 oz Miller Lite
Exercise:  9 holes with cart, not a lot of extra walking

Wednesday:
Breakfast:  ~ 1 oz hard salami, ~ 1.5 oz jalapeno white cheddar cheese
Lunch:  McDonald's double cheeseburger and daily double burger
Dinner:  Small deep dish deluxe pizza
Snack:  Lay's potato chips
Exercise:  None.

Thursday:
Breakfast:  ~ 2 oz beef jerky
Lunch:  Patty melt with french fries
Dinner:  Little Caesars pepperoni pizza
Snack:  Lay's potato chips
Exercise:  12 holes with cart, no extra walking (solo)

Friday:
Breakfast:  ~ 2 oz hard salami
Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado; sausage; coffee
Dinner:  Deluxe pizza, salad with italian dressing, ~ 20 oz Miller Lite
Snack:  Few Lay's potato chips (yay they're gone)
Exercise:  11 holes with cart, some extra walking

Saturday:
Breakfast:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado; sausage; coffee
Snack:  Brat with mustard and onion
Lunch:  Steak, 1/2 baked potato with sour cream and butter, a little salad with ranch, 12 oz Miller Lite
Dinner:  Pizza with ham and meatball
Snack:  Popcorn
Exercise:  18 holes with cart, some extra walking

Ok, enough of that.  I am going to probably have to deal with some issues tomorrow on the food front, but otherwise I'm ready to get back to it.  I don't think I've gained much weight but I'm definitely bloated in the belly from all the starch.  It's gotta go.  As does the fast food, and (OBVIOUSLY) the pizza.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

A Fortnight Of Fail

Monday, June 11, 2012
Day 161

I thought up that title yesterday, thought it to be quite fitting as it's been about 3 weeks since I've had a stretch of decent habits.

Breakfast:  ~ 1.5 oz jalapeno white cheddar cheese

Lunch:  Italian hoagie

Dinner:  Small deep dish pepperoni and bacon pizza

Dessert:  ~ 12 strawberries

No exercise.  I spent the evening working around the house, too warm and humid to do anything real exciting.  Cooler weather moved in overnight thankfully.

I bought a quart of strawberries on Friday and finally got around to prepping them to freeze.  Ate about a dozen, so good.  Not many treats beat fresh local strawberries.

Birthday Parties

Sunday, June 10, 2012
Day 160

Still on the failboat.  Was energetic early but by afternoon the ongoing lack of sleep caught up to me.  I took a very long nap, was conscious for a couple hours, and then got a full night's sleep.

Breakfast/snack:  4 oz beef jerky

Lunch:  Ham and cheese on a potato roll with mustard, a little potato salad, celery with ranch

Dinner:  14" pizza, half deluxe half ham/bacon

Exercise:  18 holes with cart, decent amount of extra walking

Title Omitted

Saturday, June 9, 2012
Day 159

Ugh.

Breakfast:  Western omelet, 2 slices raisin toast, coffee

Lunch:  Corned beef reuben, onion rings, 12 oz Miller Lite

Dinner:  Small deep dish deluxe pizza

Snack:  Popcorn

Exercise:  18 holes with cart

Motivation Fail

Friday, June 8, 2012
Day 158

I really shouldn't let this slide for days at a time, makes it a challenge to remember what I ate.

Breakfast:  1.5 oz jalapeno white cheddar cheese

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese and avacado; sausage; coffee

Snack:  1.5 oz beef jerky

Dinner:  1/2 of deluxe pizza, salad with italian, ~ 20 oz Miller Lite

Exercise:  9 holes with cart.  Lots of running around otherwise.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Closer To Non-Fail

Thursday, June 7, 2012
Day 157

Yeah, still not quite all the way back on track.  At least for most of the day I was in a good frame of mind.

Breakfast:  ~ 1 oz ham, 1.5 oz jalapeno white cheddar cheese

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with cream cheese, 4 slices Applegate Farms Sunday Bacon

Dinner:  ~ 2.5 oz cajun jerky

After golf:  12 oz Miller Lite ($3.00), popcorn ($1.25)

I got in about a 40 minute walk this evening, and it was so nice I went out to the golf course and got in 12 holes with cart.  Other than the popcorn, it was a good day.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

And Again

Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Day 156

Super busy day, bad lunch choice.  I don't like Subway much but this really wasn't very good.

Breakfast:  ~ 2 oz ham

Lunch:  12 inch Subway BLT plus avacado.

Dinner:  Little Caesars pepperoni pizza

Dessert:  NSA rice pudding cup

Exercise:  Zipped around 18 holes with a cart.

At Least Once More

Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Day 155

More catchup , more FAIL.

Breakfast:  ~ 2 oz ham

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, avacado & cream cheese; sausage; coffee

Snack:  ~ 2 oz beef jerky

Dinner:  Chef salad with ranch, 2 x 12 oz Miller Lite

Also:  Popcorn

Exercise:  9 holes with cart

How Many Time Can I Write FAIL Here

Monday, June 4, 2012
Day 154

Catching up again.  Still failing.

Breakfast:  ~ 2 oz ham

Lunch:  Culver's Bacon Deluxe?

Dinner:  Jet's small super special pizza

Snack:  Popcorn

No exercise, long night at work.


Sunday, June 3, 2012

Here We Go Again

Sunday, June 3, 2012
Day 153

Feeling much more optimistic this morning.  I took a lengthy nap yesterday afternoon, went to the office for six hours, slept for another five hours or so overnight and woke up this morning feeling surprisingly good.  I've read somewhere that Thomas Edison or someone mostly just napped rather than sleeping in blocks of 8 hours, I might have to try that since it's so rare that I wake up refreshed.

Even more surprisingly, I didn't feel especially bloated.  I know I've got some water being retained as a result of all this starch, but I still felt pretty lean.  The scale hasn't moved, so hopefully a good week will get things headed back in the right direction.

I went grocery shopping this morning and bought nothing.  Seriously -- I bought 4 food items:  Some ham, a package of Applegate Farms bacon, a Fage yogurt and a bottle of ranch dressing.  Still spent $26.00 total but that's another story.  I have quite a bit of stuff on hand and I think I'm going to try and hit one of the farmer's markets this week for some more produce.

Also, I'm giving serious thought to buying a food dehydrator.  I will probably try the oven method first, but since I seem to like jerky I might as well look at making it myself.  We'll see.

Breakfast:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese and avacado; sausage; coffee  ($10.75 + tip)

Lunch:  ~ 2 oz beef jerky

Snack:  Brat, about 1/3 of a bun, mustard;  12 oz Miller Lite

Dinner:  2 hamburger patties with mustard, celery w/ ranch, tomato slices, 2 sun chips, 2 doritos

Exercise:  18 holes with cart

Grad Season For Some, Fat Season For Me

Saturday, June 2, 2012
Day 152

Breakfast:  ~ 2 oz ham

Snack:  Hot dog, no bun, a little mustard  ($2.00)

After golf:  12 oz Miller Lite  ($3.00)

Lunch:  Little Caesars pepperoni pizza  ($5.50)

Dinner:  Culver's bacon deluxe double burger  ($4.87)

Snack:  Popcorn  (free)

Exercise was 18 holes with cart.  I had to drive so I got in less walking than usual.  Happy it didn't rain.

Improvement Later

Friday, June 1, 2012
Day 151

Breakfast:  Salt bagel with veggie cream cheese  ($3.50)

Lunch:  3 egg omelet with bacon, cream cheese, avacado; sausage; coffee  ($10.75 + tip)

Dinner:  14" meat pizza minus sausage, 1 bottle Shiner beer  ($12.75 + $7.50 for a six pack)

Still catching up.  I was really fried after working late late late Thursday night.

May Results & June Goals

Goals for May:


Here we go...
1.  Again, lose 15 pounds.  I've been pretty consistent the last 3 months and I hope this continues for a few more.  I'm roughly 1/3 of the way to a longer term goal weight, so there is plenty to go.
2.  15 days of meaningful exercise.  Same story, if I can figure out weekdays the weekends take care of themselves.
3.  Broadening this goal to make some kind of improvement in work/life balance.
4.  Renewing the improve sleep schedule goal.
5.  Adding a catch up on yard maintenance goal.  My yard looks bad and it makes me unhappy.
6.  Insert amounts paid for food into posts.


And the results:

1.  FAIL.  I somehow managed to lose 5 pounds.  Essentially that happened the first two weeks of the month and I managed to somehow not gain a bunch the second half despite lapsing big time.  Considering that, this was a win.

2.  PASS.  Thanks to golf season and some weather that was cool enough for walking I made this goal with ease.  I could definitely do better and weekdays are still a major struggle but it's coming.

3.  INCOMPLETE.  I'm having a hard time with this but I didn't work as many evenings.  I'm giving it an incomplete because I've recently had some ideas on how to improve things and I'm just getting started putting them into place.  We'll see.

4.  FAIL.  Sleep is still not good.

5.  PARTIAL PASS.  Got caught up some, the weather and my schedule hasn't been super conducive to additional progress.  Need to do better.

6.  FAIL.  Didn't do this.  Need to.

Goals for June:

1.  Get back on track.  A cheat (read:  Pizza) day or two a month is not a big deal.  Two weeks in a row is.  Stop it.

2.  Lose 15 pounds.  By focusing again this should be attainable.  I was thinking about cutting this to 10 pounds but I bet I have some lovely water weight to flush again and it will go if I'm just better about things.

3.  15 days of meaningful exercise.  Should not be too hard, since I almost get there with golf alone.

4.  Make progress on the work front.  I'm trying to change from a high volume model to a lower volume but higher collection model, if I can pull it off (and get enough business) it will greatly improve my quality of life.  Very early in the process but I'm enthused.

5.  Insert food expenses into posts.  Going to try this again from June 1.

Sigh

Thursday, May 31, 2012
Day 150

Breakfast:  ~ 3 oz ham

Lunch:  ~ 4 oz home roasted chicken

Dinner:  Pizza.  FAIL.

Yup.  Getting caught up here, so memory leaves me a bit short on details.