Wednesday, December 31, 2014

End of Charade

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

The last day of the year.  In a lot of ways, that's a very good thing.  2014 has been a bust in most respects.  I have done very little toward accomplishing any of my goals.  When I weigh in tomorrow, it will be a bad number.  I have slacked hard on exercise and have been binge eating.  There is no other way to describe it.  It's horrible.

But the sun will come up tomorrow ... eventually.  It has been such a strange winter.  No matter what it will be a new day and a perfect time to start fresh.

2015 goals.  I have them.

1.  Sell house.  This has been keeping me fairly preoccupied.  It's going to be listed ASAP, although I have doubts that it will sell right away.  If not I may need to do some things and try again in the spring.

2.  Make dietary changes and have them stick.  I know what I need to do.  A paleo style, carbohydrate restricted diet works for me.  I do eat dairy because I tolerate it well, but I need to cut out the sugar and the empty starch.  Protein, fat, vegetables and just a little fruit.  Easy.

3.  Get back on the exercise train.   Daily walking is where it's at.

There is more, but that's enough.  Let's go.

Saturday, December 13, 2014

Hopefully Soon

Wednesday - Saturday December 13, 2014

I haven't been keeping track.  Rough week.

All meals have been out and I've been eating too much.  A handful of beers as well.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

A Distinct Lack of Focus

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Struggling.  Up too late.  No motivation in the evenings.  Sluggish in the mornings.  Apathetic toward work.  Generally discouraged.  I need a boost.

Breakfast:  2 McDonalds sausage burritos, large coffee, some kind of filled donut

Lunch:  Cornbread scramble with potatoes, coffee

Dinner:  Qdoba burrito bowl I believe

Exercise:  Nope

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Monday, December 8, 2014

Wrong Footed

Monday, December 8, 2014

Off on the wrong one again this morning.  Got up at the right time, switched the laundry, watched the news ... and went back to bed.  Late getting in as a result.  Bah.  Not sure why I am dragging so much lately.  Anyway, I hope to finish a project or two this evening and sleep early.  I need to get back to eating simple breakfasts and dinners at home -- I should be able to do that without messing the place up too much!

Breakfast:  Taco Bell California crunch wrap, coffee

Lunch:  Steak breakfast fajita with eggs, potatoes and veggies, coffee

Dinner:  Subway meatball sub, fritos, 24 oz Sam Adams

Exercise:  Nope

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A Weekend of Awful

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Sluggish.

Breakfast:  Nope.  Slept in.

Lunch:  5 Guys cheeseburger, little cajun fries with ketchup

Dinner:  Spaghetti with ground beef, salad, garlic toast, 12 oz Miller Lite

Other:  12 oz Bells Best Brown Ale, BK cheeseburger and medium strawberry shake.  I think I had a Culvers medium chocolate shake sometime also

Exercise:  Nope.


Saturday, December 6, 2014

Yeesh.

Breakfast:  Nope.  Slept in until 11:00

Lunch:  5 Guys cheeseburger, little fries with ketchup, 4 pc Wendys spicy nuggets, large Frosty

Dinner:  Qdoba burrito bowl

Exercise:  Nope.  Lots of movement on a house project but it doesn't count.


Friday, December 5, 2014

Breakfast:  Taco Bell California crunchwrap, coffee

Lunch:  Loaded cheeseburger, fries

Dinner:  Domino's bacon cheeseburger pizza

Exercise:  Nope

I think I have captured all of the awfulness.  I can still binge eat with the best of them.  It's sickening.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Title Shortage

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Dragging big time.  Latest night yet and it's not a good thing.  Necessary though.  Really looking forward to getting to the weekend even though it will be frantically busy.

Breakfast:  McDonalds sausage mcmuffin, large coffee.  I even ate the whole english muffin, not sure why.  Dumb.

Lunch:  2 eggs over easy, bacon, hash browns, 2 slices sourdough toast with butter, coffee

Couldn't decided on what to have for lunch, so I went with a default option.  It was fine.

Dinner:

Exercise:  Barely dragged myself out of bed in time to go to work, so NOPE.  Need to re-adjust that schedule.

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Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Rustled

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Perturbed, annoyed, whatever.  I'm having some issues right now.  Really lacking focus and where it shows up big time is at dinner.  Argh.

Oh, and I stayed up way way way too late last night.  Ugh.  Dumb but necessary.

Breakfast:  Large McDonalds coffee

Lunch:  Farmer's breakfast - eggs, ham, potatoes, green pepper, onion and cheese.  2 slices sourdough toast, coffee

Next time, I get the half order.  That was a bit much.

Dinner:  Qdoba burrito bowl.  1000 calories of yum.

Exercise:  Nope.

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Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Too Much

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Too much eating today.  Actually it was just dinner.

Breakfast:  None.  Large coffee from McDonalds

Lunch:  Cornbread scramble, potatoes, coffee

Dinner:  Burrito bowl from Qdoba, chips and queso

Exercise:  Nope.

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Monday, December 1, 2014

Yikes

Monday, December 1, 2014

Well, the weekend ended with too much eating.  Felt bloated this morning.  And I stayed up way too late resulting in a slow start this morning.  Hoping to get back on track today, though a leftovers meal does await this evening.

Breakfast:  2 slices Meijer pepper jack cheese.

Notably inferior to the Kraft.  I'll stick with the kind I like in the future.

Lunch:  Omelet with andouille sausage, peppers, onions.  2 slices sourdough toast with butter, coffee

This was good.  The eggs were a bit overdone, but it was fine.  It was difficult to resist the patty melt special, but I did it.  Now if I could just decline the toast.

Dinner:  Turkey dinner leftovers.  Yum.

Exercise:  Nope.  So tired.

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